It's 2:06 a.m. and I have to be at work in 6 hours. Why am I not asleep? First, lupus is howling tonight. Hands are very painful and so swollen they look like the gloves worn by Disney characters: huge and somewhat finger shaped with no discernible knuckles. Back hurts REALLY bad. Second reason: I'm about to be homeless. Kittens & cubs, that is my all time biggest fear. Well, after a room full of spiders it's my biggest fear. I have somewhere to stay but not having a place of my own scares the crap out of me.
Huh, that's interesting. As soon as I stated this somewhere besides the flashing neon light in my head, I became extremely sleepy! I think I finally turned it over to God and it's the first time I have truly said the "H" word in public.
So good night kiddies, I'll talk to you later!
Cat C. :-)
